I had planned to go Mums and Tots in our village today but have talked myself out of it during the morning but am now feeling guilty as Daniel loves it.
The first three times I went I got there quite late as D was in the middle of a nap and ended up sitting by myself or on the end of a row. I find it hard to strike up a conversation with people and also have a hearing disorder that makes a conversation hard - I can hear fine but cant filter out other noise so have to reply on lip reading which I find awkward with people I dont know well.
Last week I made a huge effort (D had an early nap like today) I got there right at the start and was first to sit down. I sat right in the middle of the row so I would stand more chance of getting in a conversation. Another woman arrived and put another row of chairs out over the other side of the room, sat there and yes you got it - everyone else followed. I ended up being the only person sat over the other side of the room. I was gutted. I couldnt move (prob made worse cos I was feeling low as it was less than 1 week after I lost baby) and I couldnt leave as Daniel would have been so upset - he was having the time of his life.
I have 20 mins to make up my mind - what do you think?
Big woos Tammy
The first three times I went I got there quite late as D was in the middle of a nap and ended up sitting by myself or on the end of a row. I find it hard to strike up a conversation with people and also have a hearing disorder that makes a conversation hard - I can hear fine but cant filter out other noise so have to reply on lip reading which I find awkward with people I dont know well.
Last week I made a huge effort (D had an early nap like today) I got there right at the start and was first to sit down. I sat right in the middle of the row so I would stand more chance of getting in a conversation. Another woman arrived and put another row of chairs out over the other side of the room, sat there and yes you got it - everyone else followed. I ended up being the only person sat over the other side of the room. I was gutted. I couldnt move (prob made worse cos I was feeling low as it was less than 1 week after I lost baby) and I couldnt leave as Daniel would have been so upset - he was having the time of his life.
I have 20 mins to make up my mind - what do you think?
Big woos Tammy
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