kirsty good luck!
i was vegi for 12 years OH was vegi for 3.
we decided we wanted to eat ethical meat, grew our own, ouch, it hurts, we deicided one person has to do the caring one the killing, although you know its going to happpen, its still very hard.
good luck tho, and remember their short lives are still so much better than on an industrial farm.

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Yo an' Bob
Walk lightly on the earth
take only what you need
give all you can
and your produce will be bountifull